Even though I’ve been slightly detached from the diabetes
online community in the past several weeks, I’ve seen some talk about the
petition going around that seeks support to have the names of T1 & T2
diabetes changed. This grabbed my attention almost immediately. I started
searching around on the different posts that people were putting up, and even
received an email from the women behind the movement and I read it as well.
I did some research, though for the most part I’ve been
fairly quiet about it. Others in the D-OC have done a much better job writing
about this and stating their opinions, but I wanted to state my own. It’s
simple. And it’s nothing that hasn’t already been said. But I feel like I
should say it from ME. I want my words on this.
First off, I was diagnosed with diabetes in 1986. I was just
a few months shy of my fifth birthday. It was called “juvenile diabetes.” The
pediatric endocrinologist that I saw told my parents that my pancreas probably
hadn’t worked well from the time I was born, but I hadn’t been big enough for
diabetes to show up yet. He also had me on one injection of NPH insulin per
day. Barely 6 months later I had my tonsils taken out (due to chronic illness).
My hospital records at the time show my a1c was 12.6 and in those records it
stated “diabetes is finally stable enough to perform tonsillectomy.”
Just in reading the above, if you know much about T1
diabetes, you will see about a million things wrong with that. I was sick a LOT
as a child (a result of being a preemie). My guess is that one of my many bouts
with strep throat triggered the deadly attack on my beat cells, resulting in my
diabetes. We all know an a1c of 12.1 is far from stable and that, even in 1986,
one injection of NPH per day wouldn’t cut it.
But it’s what we had. It’s what we understood. Eventually I
went to two shots per day (of a mix of NPH and R). Still not great, but it was
what we had. I rarely went to a pediatric endo. I ended up in a coma when I was
8 because no one ever taught my mother that just because I was sick with a
stomach flu didn’t mean that I didn’t need insulin (in her mind I wasn’t eating…
I didn’t need insulin).
Life was different. I lived for a few years before I
remember being called “insulin dependent” and many, many more years before I was
dubbed “Type 1.” But it’s was what we knew. It was what we had. Until I joined
the D-OC, I’d never heard of an adult being diagnosed with T1 diabetes. I’d
never heard of a child being diagnosed with T2.
Knowledge was different. Education was different. And even
now, I feel like my own education about diabetes is constantly evolving. It was
only a few years ago, I am ashamed to say, that I even mentioned about a name
change. The conversation started somewhere online and I said, “Heck, yeah!” But
I was wrong. I’ll admit when I am.
I am not skinny. If I told a random person I had diabetes,
it would be very easy for them to look at me and say, “If you’d lose weight,
you’d be cured!” In fact, I even had a “health coach” tell me I could come off insulin
if I lost weight….and she had my paperwork in front of her with my T1 diagnosis
on it.
I have friends who are T2 who are not overweight. I have
friends who are overweight that are not T2. I have friends who had diabetes
when they were pregnant. I have friends who once took insulin for T2 and now
take nothing…not even a pill. But the fact is that we ALL have diabetes. We ALL
put up with media, medical, and public misinformation. We have ALL lost friends
to this disease (or know someone who has). We ALL need to take a stand. For
each other.
Of late, I have been very much on my soap box about the way
that T2 patients are treated. By medical professionals, the media….and even
some of us in the D-OC. I would love to have an off line advocacy in my area
that dealt with informing T2s and informing medical professionals about T2.
The truth is…I feel like this name change petition is an
attack against T2 patients. And I don’t like it. People with diabetes live with
a HUGE amount of guilt, no matter what type of diabetes they have or when they
were diagnosed. I think T2 patients often get even more of this guilt piled on
them by the media and even their medical team.
Would I love to have the media, the general public, etc know
that I have diabetes caused by an auto-immune attack on my beta cells when I
was a kid? Sure. But making them understand that isn’t about changing the name
of the disease. It’s about educating people about diabetes and the different
types there are. It’s about educating people that just because someone is
overweight, doesn’t mean they could “eat less/diet/exercise” and make said diabetes
“go away.” It’s about educating them that just because someone is thin or
athletic doesn’t mean that they have “the bad type” of diabetes.
Diabetes is an extremely complex disease with extremely complex
treatments and extremely complex emotional issues that come along with living
with a chronic illness “every day, every hour, every minute.” We do NOT need to
place something else that will ultimately cause more division, more confusion,
and more discord. We should be pulling together as a community and advocating
for more research, better technology, better treatment, and more education for
the general public.
I know I’ve only said what others have said. But that’s just
my opinion and I really felt the need to write about it….and that’s what a blog
is for, right?
Also, on a completely separate note: This is my 500th post. Wow.
Also, on a completely separate note: This is my 500th post. Wow.
